Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in desperately92's LiveJournal:

Sunday, August 24th, 2008
10:10 am	got cheese? So, here I am at the phoenix airport waiting for heather to arrive...its 20 minutes later then her itinerary says. Wouldn't ya know it. I didn't charge my phone last nite or while driving down here cuz...well... I forgot. So, I won't be surprised if it dies in the mist of typing this. Well, for whatever reason I haven't been on here for a super long time. Im wondering if it is easy to change backgrunds and whatnot on here. I will try when I get on a computer. I feel people are looking at me funny cuz I've been here in the airport for awhile. Do they think im a lonely girl that just like to wait at the airport to bid my time? I don't know....on that not...I gotta go...see ya beck Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 18th, 2006
1:33 am	I knew it.... What did I say? My mom forgave my sister, like I predicted:( She said she had food poisoning...that just sounds lame to me...when I had food poisoning here recently I still called people..Hell, I still got online for hours...but my sister gets food poisoning and she cant call her mother to wish her a happy Mother's day...Thats just lame...I need family members, not all of them cuz I have a few kewl members of my famiy. I need new friends here in town. Mine are acting old and most of them are only a few months younger then me...Any ideas where I can meet some new family members and new friends? Maybe wally world,aisle 14?;) Probably not...I will live with it then...cya Beck Current Mood: cold Current Music: None,again (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
12:02 am	I'd rather not be here Yep....I'd rather be in say...I dont know..Denver..and it be May 27th. I am ready for another roadtrip and another concert. I am slacking on the concerts so far this year. I should be on at least concert #6 and this is only my second...geez!!! What's wrong with me;) I'm glad I'm staying the weekend so I dont have the pressure of trying to leave the next morning to get back here to Burque. And I'm glad Heather is going instead of someone like one of my lame friends that get bored easily and want to go home cuz they are tired. Well, I will be right back cuz I got a project...CYA Beck Current Mood: anxious Current Music: NONE (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 15th, 2006
12:07 am	Mad as Hell!!! She did it again!!!! She made my mother cry.. I expected it from her but I couldnt say anything! My sister is so damn selfish!! She couldnt even call and wish her mother a Happy Mother's Day!!! What a bitch....Even though my sister is in Italy it doesnt give her the right to forget the person that gave her life.... I'm sick of her.... But I know my mother..She will forgive my sister and all will be "good" till another holiday or special event and she doesnt call...I'm the one that has to be here and watch my mother be sad that her oldest daughter doesnt give a shit about her... and frankly it breaks my heart eveytime... I'm Mad as hell this time!!! I will not let mom forget what my sister is this time. I never want to see my mother cry for my sister!!!! becky Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 14th, 2006
6:42 pm	Long time no post The truth is I forgot about livejournal...maybe here I can post things that I dont have to censor so I dont hurt anyones feelings...thats a good idea:) Thats what I have for now...til later... Beck Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Monday, January 9th, 2006
6:53 pm	wierd dreams and strange sceams So am I the only one in this world that has bizarre dreams? I mean I have dreams where I dream about people and they are already dead...take for example the re occuring dream about Randall. Where I'm talking to him but I know he's dead and he has that bizzare 70's shirt on and I know I'm dreaming and I don't want to wake up but the dam phone rings in reality so I end up waking up anyway.If I ever find out who called me and hung up I will beat the crap out of them...by the way:( and what was up with the house being clean. it aint clean now(however , I am in the works of cleaning it:)) anyways...I am done rambling on:) beck Current Mood: curious (Comment on this)